ABOUT STEPHERNIACUS
Wait! Theres been a slaughter here.
The thing about being a fat chick is at from an early age I learned to pigeonhole all hot guys into a box of hatred simply because of slight torment I saw that they had for bigger girls. Rather then let them take the better of me I have a wall that makes me hate them first. Doesnt matter, you could be the sweetest guy: if you take care of yourself, well dressed, have muscles, maybe even own a skateboard, I will probably hate you for it. Dont worry its an easy wall to nock down, I just want to get this paragraph out of the way because this is my biggest insecurity when it comes to new people. Fear of being back in the 3rd grade, fear of being the chubby girl picked on by the person you have a crush on. In reality the type I hate is the type I like the most. Its all mental, its all childish, I realize it, but it still exists.
Im not in a hurry to have a boyfriend. But I am sick of being alone. Who isnt really?
My definition of LOVE is simple: Trust. I know love is real when: I dont have to question it.
But really that last part is a theory I have on everything, if you know things you dont question it, kind of like the blind faith Christians have, they KNOW, and they dont need to question it. Bottom line, you ask questions to know, if you dont have to ask, you already know. Thats where I stand, maybe ill grow up and change my mind.
I seem to be living my life in an uncontrolled state of constant nostalgia.
I miss a lot of things. Too many to rattle off about on here.
I miss Elliott Smith even though I feel he isn't gone yet, im sure it will hit me sometime in the near future.
I recently made a trip to the Figure 8 wall in Los Angeles with my friend Jonathan (may 4, 2006) that's probably the one thing Ive been meaning to do for years and FINALLY did and am thereby most proud of doing.
Im a recovering 90ds teen.
I love chunky beady necklaces.
I have allergies that drive me insane.
If I had my way I wouldn't be so ignorant towards proper nutrition and lean somewhere towards vegan and or vegi.
Im a sucker for anything acoustic and I melt over boys with long hair.
Im a Taurus but not bull headed, im as passive as they come, in less you're a moron then im stubborn as fuck.
I am a Nintendo girl.
My gauged ears. I have holes the size of quarters in my lobes.
Ears = (first holes) 3/4 (second holes) 10g. Face = Monroe 16g. Tits = 14g (yes both)
I have a cat named SUSHI who drives me insane. He often wakes up with hard-ons and climbs my walls trying to find some fellow kitty pussy to aid his obsession of sex. I swear one day ill catch him humping his wet food.
My Music is Better than YOURS.
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Wait! Theres been a slaughter here.
The thing about being a fat chick is at from an early age I learned to pigeonhole all hot guys into a box of hatred simply because of slight torment I saw that they had for bigger girls. Rather then let them take the better of me I have a wall that makes me hate them first. Doesnt matter, you could be the sweetest guy: if you take care of yourself, well dressed, have muscles, maybe even own a skateboard, I will probably hate you for it. Dont worry its an easy wall to nock down, I just want to get this paragraph out of the way because this is my biggest insecurity when it comes to new people. Fear of being back in the 3rd grade, fear of being the chubby girl picked on by the person you have a crush on. In reality the type I hate is the type I like the most. Its all mental, its all childish, I realize it, but it still exists.
Im not in a hurry to have a boyfriend. But I am sick of being alone. Who isnt really?
My definition of LOVE is simple: Trust. I know love is real when: I dont have to question it.
But really that last part is a theory I have on everything, if you know things you dont question it, kind of like the blind faith Christians have, they KNOW, and they dont need to question it. Bottom line, you ask questions to know, if you dont have to ask, you already know. Thats where I stand, maybe ill grow up and change my mind.
I seem to be living my life in an uncontrolled state of constant nostalgia.
I miss a lot of things. Too many to rattle off about on here.
I miss Elliott Smith even though I feel he isn't gone yet, im sure it will hit me sometime in the near future.
I recently made a trip to the Figure 8 wall in Los Angeles with my friend Jonathan (may 4, 2006) that's probably the one thing Ive been meaning to do for years and FINALLY did and am thereby most proud of doing.
Im a recovering 90ds teen.
I love chunky beady necklaces.
I have allergies that drive me insane.
If I had my way I wouldn't be so ignorant towards proper nutrition and lean somewhere towards vegan and or vegi.
Im a sucker for anything acoustic and I melt over boys with long hair.
Im a Taurus but not bull headed, im as passive as they come, in less you're a moron then im stubborn as fuck.
I am a Nintendo girl.
My gauged ears. I have holes the size of quarters in my lobes.
Ears = (first holes) 3/4 (second holes) 10g. Face = Monroe 16g. Tits = 14g (yes both)
I have a cat named SUSHI who drives me insane. He often wakes up with hard-ons and climbs my walls trying to find some fellow kitty pussy to aid his obsession of sex. I swear one day ill catch him humping his wet food.
OVERAL ARTIST
WEEKLY TOP ARTIST
RECENT TRACKS
Alright im about to name every band I LOVE, despite how over cliché they might be. With distinct groupings to solidify how much I enjoy that band, because im that hardcore:
A list:
Elliott Smith,
B list:
Mutual Admiration Society/Nickel Creek, The Mountain Goats, 30 Seconds to Mars, The Mars Volta, Seigmen, Fiona Apple.
C list:
Jack Jhonson, David Dondero, The Doors, The Beatles, Interpol, Voltaire, Oasis, Our Lady Peace, John Lennon, Led Zepplin, Fear Factory, AFI, The Gossip, Coheed and Cabria, Deine Lakaien, U2, The White Stripes, The Arcade Fire, APC, Blind Melon, Gin Blossoms, The Smashing Pumpkins, Ben Folds, Work In Progress, Local H, Eagles of Death Metal, Hanson, Gavin Degrarw, Tool, Assemblage 23, Pearl Jam, Kelly Clarkson, Panic! At the Disco, Fallout boy, VnV Nation, Aplocalyptica, Mary Lou Lord, Live, The Gossip,
D list:
Stellastarr*, The Last Dance, Richard Cheese and Lounge against the Machine, H.I.M, Thrice, The Anix, Celldweller, The Sounds, Sinch, Living End, The Rasmus, Razed in Black, The Start, Hot Hot Heat, Blue Oyster Cult, Zeromancer, Spice Girls, The Smiths, The Cure, Michael Buble, Hootie and the Blowfish, Pink Floyd, Simon and Milo/Prozzak, Rammstien, Silverchair, Depeche Mode, Deadsy, The Cult, Ben Trickey, Unwritten Law, Zebrahead, Queen Adreena, Tegan and Sara, Doxology, The Killers, Lifehouse, Jolie Holland, Jack Off Jill, The Birthday Massacre, Lunachicks, Bella Morte, Incubus, Horror Pops, Fly Leaf
E list:
Tenacious D, Malice Miser, X-86 Pretty Girls Make Graves, In Flames, Nightwish, Skinny Puppy, George Thorogood, Fleetwood Mac, Disturbed, Ben Kweller, Death Cab For Cutie, The Decemberist, Dresden Dolls, Placebo, Of a Revolution, Outkast, Black Eyed Peas, David Ford, Metallica, Kidney Thieves, Incubus Sukkubus, Hollywood Undead, Explosions in the Sky, …And you will know us by the Trail Of Dead, Evaescence, Dashboard Confessionals(acoustic only), Cold, Brand New
That about narrows it down.
A list:
Elliott Smith,
B list:
Mutual Admiration Society/Nickel Creek, The Mountain Goats, 30 Seconds to Mars, The Mars Volta, Seigmen, Fiona Apple.
C list:
Jack Jhonson, David Dondero, The Doors, The Beatles, Interpol, Voltaire, Oasis, Our Lady Peace, John Lennon, Led Zepplin, Fear Factory, AFI, The Gossip, Coheed and Cabria, Deine Lakaien, U2, The White Stripes, The Arcade Fire, APC, Blind Melon, Gin Blossoms, The Smashing Pumpkins, Ben Folds, Work In Progress, Local H, Eagles of Death Metal, Hanson, Gavin Degrarw, Tool, Assemblage 23, Pearl Jam, Kelly Clarkson, Panic! At the Disco, Fallout boy, VnV Nation, Aplocalyptica, Mary Lou Lord, Live, The Gossip,
D list:
Stellastarr*, The Last Dance, Richard Cheese and Lounge against the Machine, H.I.M, Thrice, The Anix, Celldweller, The Sounds, Sinch, Living End, The Rasmus, Razed in Black, The Start, Hot Hot Heat, Blue Oyster Cult, Zeromancer, Spice Girls, The Smiths, The Cure, Michael Buble, Hootie and the Blowfish, Pink Floyd, Simon and Milo/Prozzak, Rammstien, Silverchair, Depeche Mode, Deadsy, The Cult, Ben Trickey, Unwritten Law, Zebrahead, Queen Adreena, Tegan and Sara, Doxology, The Killers, Lifehouse, Jolie Holland, Jack Off Jill, The Birthday Massacre, Lunachicks, Bella Morte, Incubus, Horror Pops, Fly Leaf
E list:
Tenacious D, Malice Miser, X-86 Pretty Girls Make Graves, In Flames, Nightwish, Skinny Puppy, George Thorogood, Fleetwood Mac, Disturbed, Ben Kweller, Death Cab For Cutie, The Decemberist, Dresden Dolls, Placebo, Of a Revolution, Outkast, Black Eyed Peas, David Ford, Metallica, Kidney Thieves, Incubus Sukkubus, Hollywood Undead, Explosions in the Sky, …And you will know us by the Trail Of Dead, Evaescence, Dashboard Confessionals(acoustic only), Cold, Brand New
That about narrows it down.
